Parents also have thing to worry aout. their list-and this is all boring stuff
-might include:

*Keeping their jobs
*Delivering the family to music lessons, soccer practise, ballet, etc
*Monthly car payments, car repairs,car insurance,petrol bills
*Monthly house payments, house repairs, house insurance
*Bills for gas, water telephone,electricity,cableTV
*Caring for their parents
*Buying new furniture, computers,printers,software
*School fees for the kids
*Clothes for the family
everybody's health insurance,medical bills,hospital bills, veterinary bills
*Christmas/birthday presents for a dozen family and friends every year
*Feeding you, your brothers and sisters and the dog
(we could add another 100 thingsto this list)

Now heres what happens, Dad is sitting in his study thinking about this list.Meanwhile he's wondering how he's ever going to pay off his $10,000Visa card debt and his $15,00, Master card debt.

You walk into the room and say,'Dad,can i have a new mountain bike?'( just a simple question)
Dad goes bananas! He turns red in the face and he's frothing at the mouth.He's shouting,'Do you think i am made of money?Whats the matter with the bike you have now?I never had a Mountin bike...

Dazed, you stagger to the kitchen,to escape the onslaught.You ask yourself,'why is he acting like a lunatic?'

Remember the 'Parent's List' and u might understand. Parents have alot of things to wrry about thats why they act so crazy.

In A Nutshell

None of us is perfect. Why do we expect our parents to be perfect?

And if you ever wonder.'How come my parents are so boring?'Its keeping up with this list that makes them boring.

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Here is what happens when ur sports and academics fail you at the same time.Your parents will keep telling you that 'YOU HAVE TO DO BETTER' and if you ever take a THRU-TRAIN PATHWAY;'YOUR HIGHEST LEVEL OF EDUCATION WILL ONLY BE PRIMARY6!!'

But hey! Some of your may not be as stupid of interlectually challenged like me but, i will feel like i have been discouraged to do something that i strongly believe in.I know the risks but i just feel that i am not good enough to compete with other students to go to polytechnics or other instituitions.

It is NOT my wish to be so slow at understanding complex things or to keep scoring 'low' scores..I am very very very serous when it comes to studying for test but i just cnnot manage to execute what i learnt during the test. FOR GOD'S SAKE I TRIED!I really dont know how else to do this but bowling is my number one priority.

This year has been quite steep with regards to my bowling but i have been showing minor improvements, things that had to be changed are being changed and some have changed.. Just no positioning though..

There is one more thing i cannot understand though..My parents tell me to try my best and qualifying was not the main aim because i and undergoing changes.But of course at the back of my mind qualifying was. At the end of the competition, they tell me they they do not understand why i did not qualify this round. How will YOU feel? first u tel me one thing and when i don't do the expected you tell me another.

Seriously, to me, i feel that EDUCATION is not the only thing there is to life. But IT IS A REQUIREMENT anywhere. We cannot deny that fact.IF a person has a tremendous academic report card but his ATTITUDE sucks or his CHARACTER sucks. DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT HE WILL BE HIRED?! I know that this is not the MAIN concern of the working world right now but for people LIKE me i feel that EDUCATION IS NOT everything.All you need to do is to KEEP learning.

My mum told me that she regrets not having a good education when she was young and is very hesistant when she wants to go for a job interview being very embarassed about the NUMBERS AND LETTERS on her report cards.She is afraid and does not want people to doubt her ABILITIES. BUT what is a little doubt when they will soon find out what you are really made of?

I really don't understand what this world is coming to. But i still feel that EDUCATION is not EVERYTHING.YOU CAN HAVE AN EDUCATION AND GET A HIGH PAYING JOB AND A GOOD STABLE LIFE, BUT WILL YOU REALLY BE HAPPY?WORRYING WHO WILL ROB YOUR HOUSE THE NEXT DAY?OR BICKERING AT HOME WITH YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS BECAUSE YOU SPEND LESSER AND LESSER TIME WITH THEM EACH DAY?? i don't think that is really how life is supposed to be.

Today was a very tiresome day...i walked in to the bowling centre with a cold and kept sniffing the whoe morning.. felt a little tired after i watched the juniors play..i was watching people bowl and they made it look so easy i tried it myself when it was my turn to bowl but i just could not get the X-FACTOR that would allow me to bowl as well as everyone else..the first MQ i was a little aggitated because no matter how hard i tried i just could not get it but i managed to surpress it like a pressure cooker but during the second MQ the pressure in my pressure cooker was too high i just let a little pressure out and spoiled my whole game.

Now i am a little worried, i hope i can make a quick change and make it just in time for the i know everyone is vying for a place in there but this to me is crucial as it SELECTIONS,would be the deciding factor as to wether i will make it to THRU-TRAIN i hope and pray that this will all go through smoothly and with as little bumpy roads as possible.

I hope i get to bowl again tomorow, if not, i will start training and preparing for the major goal.This here is a whole chunk of dreams and goals.. but i will have to take a step at a time to get there... no matter how many steps i will have to take, i will get there no matter what.. mark my words,SLOWLY BUT SURELY, I WILL MAKE IT NO MATTER WHAT!reserve a place in there for me ! I AM COMING!!!!

ONE STEP AT A TIME!!!!

Labels: ANXIOUS and TENSED

Ok, i've seen abit of hope..but now,i don't feel too bad anymore because i realise that there is really REALLY nothing i can do to help this situation anyway..1st,too young to speak.2nd,They think i am immature.3rd,NoOne Listens... so whats the point.. from today i shall just listen and keep listening..

Curiousity is really no allowed in a world and place like this now..SERIOUSLY, if u want to learn something,learn it yourself.. dont even bother asking anyone.. heres my experience,i ask friends,and because i am relatively SLOW in absorbing things they think i'm dump and stupid and scold me for that. so from then on i decided to help myself.At home, i ask but NO ONE knows... equivalent to not asking..

oh well i guess.. in MY life..i will have to walk this road alone..

PISSSssssED off right now!!

Yanling
14
30/03/1993

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