.16.11.08 ' 8:59 PM Y
Today was a very tiresome day...i walked in to the bowling centre with a cold and kept sniffing the whoe morning.. felt a little tired after i watched the juniors play..i was watching people bowl and they made it look so easy i tried it myself when it was my turn to bowl but i just could not get the X-FACTOR that would allow me to bowl as well as everyone else..the first MQ i was a little aggitated because no matter how hard i tried i just could not get it but i managed to surpress it like a pressure cooker but during the second MQ the pressure in my pressure cooker was too high i just let a little pressure out and spoiled my whole game.
Now i am a little worried, i hope i can make a quick change and make it just in time for the i know everyone is vying for a place in there but this to me is crucial as it SELECTIONS,would be the deciding factor as to wether i will make it to THRU-TRAIN i hope and pray that this will all go through smoothly and with as little bumpy roads as possible.
I hope i get to bowl again tomorow, if not, i will start training and preparing for the major goal.This here is a whole chunk of dreams and goals.. but i will have to take a step at a time to get there... no matter how many steps i will have to take, i will get there no matter what.. mark my words,SLOWLY BUT SURELY, I WILL MAKE IT NO MATTER WHAT!reserve a place in there for me ! I AM COMING!!!!
ONE STEP AT A TIME!!!!Labels: ANXIOUS and TENSED
it was because you came
thats why i'm leaving..