.21.11.08 ' 8:45 PM Y
Here is what happens when ur sports and academics fail you at the same time.Your parents will keep telling you that 'YOU HAVE TO DO BETTER' and if you ever take a THRU-TRAIN PATHWAY;'YOUR HIGHEST LEVEL OF EDUCATION WILL ONLY BE PRIMARY6!!'
But hey! Some of your may not be as stupid of interlectually challenged like me but, i will feel like i have been discouraged to do something that i strongly believe in.I know the risks but i just feel that i am not good enough to compete with other students to go to polytechnics or other instituitions.
It is NOT my wish to be so slow at understanding complex things or to keep scoring 'low' scores..I am very very very serous when it comes to studying for test but i just cnnot manage to execute what i learnt during the test. FOR GOD'S SAKE I TRIED!I really dont know how else to do this but bowling is my number one priority.
This year has been quite steep with regards to my bowling but i have been showing minor improvements, things that had to be changed are being changed and some have changed.. Just no positioning though..
There is one more thing i cannot understand though..My parents tell me to try my best and qualifying was not the main aim because i and undergoing changes.But of course at the back of my mind qualifying was. At the end of the competition, they tell me they they do not understand why i did not qualify this round. How will YOU feel? first u tel me one thing and when i don't do the expected you tell me another.
Seriously, to me, i feel that EDUCATION is not the only thing there is to life. But IT IS A REQUIREMENT anywhere. We cannot deny that fact.IF a person has a tremendous academic report card but his ATTITUDE sucks or his CHARACTER sucks. DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT HE WILL BE HIRED?! I know that this is not the MAIN concern of the working world right now but for people LIKE me i feel that EDUCATION IS NOT everything.All you need to do is to KEEP learning.
My mum told me that she regrets not having a good education when she was young and is very hesistant when she wants to go for a job interview being very embarassed about the NUMBERS AND LETTERS on her report cards.She is afraid and does not want people to doubt her ABILITIES. BUT what is a little doubt when they will soon find out what you are really made of?
I really don't understand what this world is coming to. But i still feel that EDUCATION is not EVERYTHING.YOU CAN HAVE AN EDUCATION AND GET A HIGH PAYING JOB AND A GOOD STABLE LIFE, BUT WILL YOU REALLY BE HAPPY?WORRYING WHO WILL ROB YOUR HOUSE THE NEXT DAY?OR BICKERING AT HOME WITH YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS BECAUSE YOU SPEND LESSER AND LESSER TIME WITH THEM EACH DAY?? i don't think that is really how life is supposed to be.
it was because you came
thats why i'm leaving..
